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Doing better. AM not perfect but am not having as many gaps and stuff. I wound up having to go to the hospital for it but they treated me for some stuff and I think it definitely helped.

Good things:
- Story acceptance
- Second round on another story
- Did a panel a couple weeks ago and while we're not sure which of us signed me up, it went well overall.
- Beed doing tarot a bit more which has been really nice
- Also been trying to draw again. I think I really need to pick it up regularly.
- Been getting my nightmares treated which is great. They've really been fucking with my sleep and I think we're working towards a better setup these days.
- I have loud music and new headphones and I am Very Pleased.
- I got myself out of a hole I wrote myself in during November. Need to go back to it now but at least I finally got back to the place I was at before my computer decided to up and die on me.
- I have a giant water bottle that is my friend and I love it so much.
- I have steel-toed shoes now and it is really helping me with grounding.

So yeah, that's the most part right now. I need to start integrating DW back into my routine but hopefully that'll be easier now that I'm not half out of my skin.